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22 March 2011 @ 08:45 am
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I bet you can't poke yourself in the eye.
12 April 2009 @ 11:42 pm
Self destruct.
21 December 2008 @ 09:39 pm
It's called RED

I love your feedback.
Location: home
Music: Billy Holiday
19 December 2008 @ 07:48 am
Sleep seems to be far flung, and short lasting when it happens lately. I can take a hour long cat nap every 19 hours or so. When I am so lucky, I dream of serial killers, having to watch a young girl get killed, running around in pitch dark while it's wet outside feeling my way around to run away from whatever. Then waking up (while I'm still dreaming) and walking halfway down my stairs to see Rob sitting there wearing his scarf and hat, bundled for the cold. I ask him "Baby, do you want to come in here with me?" because the first part of my dream was what appeared to be a very real movie and I am scared. "Of course baby", he replies in my dream.

Then I wake up, horrified, sad and in tears.

I am by myself now. And I need to realize that I have to go at this alone, and that it's the best way, as much as I hate it.

And I hate it more than I've ever hated anything, ever.
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Mood: awakeawake
23 November 2008 @ 02:39 pm
Yes! I have 3 new songs up, one of which you know Tinsel. I remastered it and it sounds fantastic! Another is brand new, and the other is a song that the lovely Ika. He also has 2 new songs up and they rock!


Check out this video I made for the awesome Vengeful Stalactite

And this one for my band The Terribles!

Your feedback is always appreciated and I want it! =)
Location: Home
05 November 2008 @ 09:20 am

Location: home
Mood: chipperchipper
05 November 2008 @ 12:57 am
Lookin' good America.

Lookin' good..
Location: home
26 October 2008 @ 08:14 pm
I want to remember this day, October 26 2008. As much as I am thrilled that it is almost over, I feel it's necessary to document the occasion to myself. My days of stressful anticipation leading to today have been unbearable. With events such as death in my close family and best friends family, uncertainty of what is present, questioning ones self worth and being and feeling completely alienated from my "born" family and the family I have hoped to have made for myself, I cant help but sit here and wonder "why?". Why indeed am I letting everything pass me by, worrying about what someone may or may not be thinking. Worrying about employment, money, relationships, creativity and family are valid. I just need to live and it's disappointing to say that I have not been. The days of sitting, waiting and worrying are over. I feel rejuvenated and motivated thanks to getting myself out of my own head. I just really owe it to myself to stay on this track and keep my mind focused and healthy.
15 October 2008 @ 10:17 pm